Hey! long time no blog, im sorry! i hope you havent forgotten about me...?
after the nasty virus computer i have spent less and less time on here. ive deleted loads of stuff off of facebook, and people off there and off twitter and alsorts, im having a bit of a clear out (tho i really need to crack on with my house)
also trying to plan the wedding (so over this, its boring and annoying and i just want to be married AND WHY CANT PEOPLE RSVP?!?!)
and breathe...
so im on holiday this week and trying to get as much sorted as possible. and my hair. my hair. my hair is AWFUL. my roots are fierce and the rest of my hair is YELLOW and GINGER.
and theres nothing i can do. it needs to rest before the wedding. it has GROWN tho. omg has it grown. this past month it must have done an inch, its suddenly past my shoulders. its brilliant!
i had gotten really disenchanted with my dress. when we went for izzy to have her dress fitting, i tried it on again, i like it better once more. ive been having really bad dreams about it being wrong on the day and stressing and such. i cant see the end result. this isnt a room im decorating slowly, or a book display i can swap about, this is a wedding dress and mine hasnt arrived yet, im still only trying on the store copy which is at least a foot too long for me (cos im ickle, obvs) and a touch too tight (cos im a fat bastard) and its currently just wrong. the lady in the shop said this is common, because its out of my control and its not something i can just take home and play with, i just have to wait.
the florist has gone awol. we have heard nothing. i want my quote else i really need to find someone else (if he fails me im just gonna call David Austin Roses in the Midlands for some bits)
and make up? the girl who has been recommended is someone i used to work with in my previous life. she is saccharine sweet and she may be amazeballs but i dont think i want her doing my make up. it wouldn't feel right, so i have called some other people, and only one person has got back to me, i like her but theres not much to see of her work. im waiting to see about the others calling me back atm before i say a definite yes.
im drinking lots today also, for some reason im majorly thirsty, my period has kicked in so i feel shitty. ugh. but so far the week has been good more or less. im going to clear some shit of my hard drive and then go to bed and look at what we cant afford for our honeymoon...
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Wednesday, 9 March 2011
Thursday, 22 July 2010
i am so crap at remembering to blog, i am sorry! nothing much to report. infact im not sure theres anything to report...
hmmm
...
i got a new swimsuit. we're of to centreparcs in september and i plan on going on the waterslides and such. i have never ever been on one before. i am shitting bricks!
also there i shall be doing archery!!! and G will teach me to ride a bike all over again (the last time i was on one was 17 or more years ago, and saying it ended in tears is an understatement. we have a photoshoot booked (corny i know but i want to see what they can do) i have a spa session booked also (to give G some time to himself to read or whathaveyou. so yeh. i have a spotty coral swimsuit :)
i framed loads of pictures and cards and such and hung them on walls and placed them on mantles and such, and the house now looks more home-like, which makes me more relaxed and for some reason, it doesnt look as cluttered now theres stuff everywhere, the clutter blends in... haha :D
i also cant get both my adult bridesmaids in the same place at the same time. and i also might have found THE wedding shoes. theyre purple and G and felicia dont like them and im wondering if theyre too low, but cos i got them at schuh they have a 365 day returns policy and i get married in 11 months so im all good or taking them back if i find others more suited, even if i leave it til after im married!
i went shopping the other day, i bought loooooads of stuff, but, in my defence, some were clothes for centreparcs, some were xmas presents (i am ORGANIZED!) and some were a leaving present for Kristiana Marie, who i shall miss like an arm. some were also little things for me... in my defence, one was a useful diary (cos i dont like my hugely expensive filofax) and some were notepads for work.
that is all. i suck. kthnxbye!
p.s. i have almost fully sorted my study!
p.p.s the living room is PERFECT
p.p.p.s i appear to be getting fatter
p.p.p.p.s glyn has my car cos his has broken (AGAIN!) and it is PISSING it down outside, it is horrific.
hmmm
...
i got a new swimsuit. we're of to centreparcs in september and i plan on going on the waterslides and such. i have never ever been on one before. i am shitting bricks!
also there i shall be doing archery!!! and G will teach me to ride a bike all over again (the last time i was on one was 17 or more years ago, and saying it ended in tears is an understatement. we have a photoshoot booked (corny i know but i want to see what they can do) i have a spa session booked also (to give G some time to himself to read or whathaveyou. so yeh. i have a spotty coral swimsuit :)
i framed loads of pictures and cards and such and hung them on walls and placed them on mantles and such, and the house now looks more home-like, which makes me more relaxed and for some reason, it doesnt look as cluttered now theres stuff everywhere, the clutter blends in... haha :D
i also cant get both my adult bridesmaids in the same place at the same time. and i also might have found THE wedding shoes. theyre purple and G and felicia dont like them and im wondering if theyre too low, but cos i got them at schuh they have a 365 day returns policy and i get married in 11 months so im all good or taking them back if i find others more suited, even if i leave it til after im married!
i went shopping the other day, i bought loooooads of stuff, but, in my defence, some were clothes for centreparcs, some were xmas presents (i am ORGANIZED!) and some were a leaving present for Kristiana Marie, who i shall miss like an arm. some were also little things for me... in my defence, one was a useful diary (cos i dont like my hugely expensive filofax) and some were notepads for work.
that is all. i suck. kthnxbye!
p.s. i have almost fully sorted my study!
p.p.s the living room is PERFECT
p.p.p.s i appear to be getting fatter
p.p.p.p.s glyn has my car cos his has broken (AGAIN!) and it is PISSING it down outside, it is horrific.
Sunday, 25 April 2010
um...
im not gonna put this in paragraphs cos i cant be bothered
-i now have the same color hair as this
which what im aspiring to have by the wedding, length, curls and color.
-we've managed to get thru all my greys anatomy box sets, we're 2 discs into the last one now. we've past whats on terrestrial tv. woop. i have no idea whats left after this. a full season? 2? it think 2.
-our bed has developed a severe squeek. so much so that we had to stop cos i was giggling my ass off at it, which made Glyn start.
-the shelf in the kitchen, which had loads of plates on, about 10 bottles of different types of oil, jugs, tupperware... collapsed. the kitchen was built on the cheap, (the insides dont match cupboard to cupboard, in either kitchen) but anyway they used cheap plastic things that hold up the shelves. they bent. they dropped. we were in the dining room and heard a crash. it took a while to work out what it was as nothing visible happened as the cupboard door was shut, nothing was broken tho. thankfully. annoyed tho.
-2 of my 3 orchids are dying. i dont know what im doing wrong. i might try special orchid food, but some of the flowers are dropping off :(
-im sick of doing washing. im sick of cooking. im sick of cleaning. im sick of looking at piles of detritus, unfinished rooms, and im sick of needing another set of drawers and 2 bookcases from ikea that we A) cant afford and B) cant fit in my car even if we put it on my credit card
-my back hurts, my neck hurts. i hurt. i have so many knots in my back, i cant wait to see my physio on thursday.
-we started watching The Informant. the boyf turned it off, it was boring, we didnt even get halfway thru
-i bought a Swarovski crystal oyster with a pearl set in it for my mum and dad for their 30th anniversary. im amazed cos mum actually loved it. dad had me get her flowers from him. so i did from my new fave florists. she liked them, yet still had a little complain. it wouldnt be her if she didnt. theyre beautiful tho. whether she whines or not.
-more and more ideas are formulating inside my head. for the wedding. not just general ideas.
-crazy weather today, it was very warm, lovely and sunny, and then we got an amazing rainstorm, so much so i set off from my house in the sun, and nearly had to pull over on the way to frannys cos i couldnt see out my windscreen
-speaking of windscreens. mine has a chip in it, the boyf and i were off to Trafford Centre (due to me seeing smoke plumes near the motorway and me wanting to find out why) and anyway, something hit my windscreen, hard, it shook the car, if whatever it was would have gone thru id now be a widow.
-smoke plumes were from horrific moorland fires in nearby halifax
-the boyf is taking me to NYC for my 26th, but it will be his 40th 2 months later, i might incorporate that into it, if i can
-im getting fat
and now im off to sleep, goodnight x
-i now have the same color hair as this
which what im aspiring to have by the wedding, length, curls and color.
-we've managed to get thru all my greys anatomy box sets, we're 2 discs into the last one now. we've past whats on terrestrial tv. woop. i have no idea whats left after this. a full season? 2? it think 2.
-our bed has developed a severe squeek. so much so that we had to stop cos i was giggling my ass off at it, which made Glyn start.
-the shelf in the kitchen, which had loads of plates on, about 10 bottles of different types of oil, jugs, tupperware... collapsed. the kitchen was built on the cheap, (the insides dont match cupboard to cupboard, in either kitchen) but anyway they used cheap plastic things that hold up the shelves. they bent. they dropped. we were in the dining room and heard a crash. it took a while to work out what it was as nothing visible happened as the cupboard door was shut, nothing was broken tho. thankfully. annoyed tho.
-2 of my 3 orchids are dying. i dont know what im doing wrong. i might try special orchid food, but some of the flowers are dropping off :(
-im sick of doing washing. im sick of cooking. im sick of cleaning. im sick of looking at piles of detritus, unfinished rooms, and im sick of needing another set of drawers and 2 bookcases from ikea that we A) cant afford and B) cant fit in my car even if we put it on my credit card
-my back hurts, my neck hurts. i hurt. i have so many knots in my back, i cant wait to see my physio on thursday.
-we started watching The Informant. the boyf turned it off, it was boring, we didnt even get halfway thru
-i bought a Swarovski crystal oyster with a pearl set in it for my mum and dad for their 30th anniversary. im amazed cos mum actually loved it. dad had me get her flowers from him. so i did from my new fave florists. she liked them, yet still had a little complain. it wouldnt be her if she didnt. theyre beautiful tho. whether she whines or not.
-more and more ideas are formulating inside my head. for the wedding. not just general ideas.
-crazy weather today, it was very warm, lovely and sunny, and then we got an amazing rainstorm, so much so i set off from my house in the sun, and nearly had to pull over on the way to frannys cos i couldnt see out my windscreen
-speaking of windscreens. mine has a chip in it, the boyf and i were off to Trafford Centre (due to me seeing smoke plumes near the motorway and me wanting to find out why) and anyway, something hit my windscreen, hard, it shook the car, if whatever it was would have gone thru id now be a widow.
-smoke plumes were from horrific moorland fires in nearby halifax
-the boyf is taking me to NYC for my 26th, but it will be his 40th 2 months later, i might incorporate that into it, if i can
-im getting fat
and now im off to sleep, goodnight x
Monday, 8 February 2010
my tummy
it has been commented on now, twice, by the boyf that my stomach has been flatter. er, cheers babe, JUST what i need to hear, i KNOW im putting on weight but you still tell me...?
well, we're going on a little diet. we are. he agreed to it last night.
*potatoes once a week,
*no more eggs (unless baking, or incorporated into a meal- so basically, not as the main, ie, egg and bacon, egg and chips, scrambled eggs on toast, nu-uh),
*less bread,
*no more takeaways! (that bad habit has started up recently!)
*im going to get the boyf to drink less tea, and more water
*im going to try and eat more fruit, i KNOW i dont eat enough (it upsets my tummy)
i have, this morning thrown out my mini merrangues i snack on, and am about to go thru our fridge and cupboards to tidy and hide things...
and i really really have to get my portions sorted out, i keep cooking too much, then we save it, and then neither of us want to eat it the next day- well, tonight im using up last nights pork in a salad, apparently i do amazing salads (its true, yes i am big headed about them) and im going to make a rosemary based dressing to go with it :)
another thing is- my tummy is off, very off, and has been for a few days now, no idea why, dad apparently feels like he has food poisoning (hes had it before) and tho i want to go see him, what if i give him something or he gives it me? :(
well, we're going on a little diet. we are. he agreed to it last night.
*potatoes once a week,
*no more eggs (unless baking, or incorporated into a meal- so basically, not as the main, ie, egg and bacon, egg and chips, scrambled eggs on toast, nu-uh),
*less bread,
*no more takeaways! (that bad habit has started up recently!)
*im going to get the boyf to drink less tea, and more water
*im going to try and eat more fruit, i KNOW i dont eat enough (it upsets my tummy)
i have, this morning thrown out my mini merrangues i snack on, and am about to go thru our fridge and cupboards to tidy and hide things...
and i really really have to get my portions sorted out, i keep cooking too much, then we save it, and then neither of us want to eat it the next day- well, tonight im using up last nights pork in a salad, apparently i do amazing salads (its true, yes i am big headed about them) and im going to make a rosemary based dressing to go with it :)
another thing is- my tummy is off, very off, and has been for a few days now, no idea why, dad apparently feels like he has food poisoning (hes had it before) and tho i want to go see him, what if i give him something or he gives it me? :(
Tuesday, 28 July 2009
today has been brilliant!
*i got up early.
*i went to the dentist at 9am for my teeth cleaning they feel shineysmooth now!!)
*i went to my farm shop, entertained my grandad, bought some (famous) pork pies for the bf and his work collegues, entertained grandad more, fed pigs and the like!
*i went home and showered, changed, ate a sandwich, changed again (thats 3 clothes swaps in 2 hours - fatty)
*got in my car to get lala, took lalas washing in, sent off for the boyf work, in lindley
*gave pies to the boyf, shopped in lindley, (childrens bookstore, gift shop), introduced lala to Hartleys bakers (best sandwich shop ever) where she bought a cheese and onion pasty, a sausage roll and a butterfly bun (pig i tell you again lala)
*went to the garden centre and got a colleges maternity pressie which i shall pass onto her sister this weekend!
*showed lala my prospectve house
*went to holmfirth in search of yarn. found yarn, and felt, and bedding all for lala. though i bought some, for a scarf for me and for a monster, both of which shes making me :D
*FOUND A POTTERY GLAZING PLACE!!!!!!!!!!!! and had a bloody blast!!!!!!!!!!!
you go in, pick a plain piece of er, pottery, then you sit down and paint it with a glaze, i shall add pics sometime this week but it was ace, we sat there for over an hour!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cant wait to a)pick up my stuff, b)go again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*dropped lala off, went to a meeting at work on 'get selling'
*lala came to town to meet me and i drove us to leeds and we went to harvey nics and managed to eat £70+ of sushi.... which, luckily we had a 40% off voucher, came to about £20 each.... mega
*drove us home, just as i was turning right into lalas street tho, some WANKER overtook me, if id have been in my normal speed mode, it wouldnt have stood a chance and would have been stuck in a mashed Ford KA with my car thru the centre!!!
damn good day!
*i went to the dentist at 9am for my teeth cleaning they feel shineysmooth now!!)
*i went to my farm shop, entertained my grandad, bought some (famous) pork pies for the bf and his work collegues, entertained grandad more, fed pigs and the like!
*i went home and showered, changed, ate a sandwich, changed again (thats 3 clothes swaps in 2 hours - fatty)
*got in my car to get lala, took lalas washing in, sent off for the boyf work, in lindley
*gave pies to the boyf, shopped in lindley, (childrens bookstore, gift shop), introduced lala to Hartleys bakers (best sandwich shop ever) where she bought a cheese and onion pasty, a sausage roll and a butterfly bun (pig i tell you again lala)
*went to the garden centre and got a colleges maternity pressie which i shall pass onto her sister this weekend!
*showed lala my prospectve house
*went to holmfirth in search of yarn. found yarn, and felt, and bedding all for lala. though i bought some, for a scarf for me and for a monster, both of which shes making me :D
*FOUND A POTTERY GLAZING PLACE!!!!!!!!!!!! and had a bloody blast!!!!!!!!!!!
you go in, pick a plain piece of er, pottery, then you sit down and paint it with a glaze, i shall add pics sometime this week but it was ace, we sat there for over an hour!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cant wait to a)pick up my stuff, b)go again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*dropped lala off, went to a meeting at work on 'get selling'
*lala came to town to meet me and i drove us to leeds and we went to harvey nics and managed to eat £70+ of sushi.... which, luckily we had a 40% off voucher, came to about £20 each.... mega
*drove us home, just as i was turning right into lalas street tho, some WANKER overtook me, if id have been in my normal speed mode, it wouldnt have stood a chance and would have been stuck in a mashed Ford KA with my car thru the centre!!!
damn good day!
Monday, 25 May 2009
er...shitsticks
well i dont know whats bloody well going on now...
the house... its old and thus, its falling apart it has wrong with it:
and on top of that, the boyf has to move out as the lady that owns his house has decided to sell it cos her hubby is in a home/hospital (unsure) and shes moving. shitsticks.
ive lost hours at work, im down 7.5 hours which is £45.45 (before tax) a week which is close to £200 (before tax) less a month, which sucks!
ive lost weight (i know this is not a bad thing) but nothing i own now fits barr about 15 items. one of which i bought new on saturday. this completely sucks. i had to buy a new skirt yesterday, i dont love it, but i got it for work, all because i went into about 40 shops yesterday, trying to find a pair or two of trousers for work, and i couldnt find fuck all. im totally serious. it was ridiculous. the shops are jammed with linen pants (would rip) and cropped trousers/jeans (yeah, im sort and curvy=would look ridic) all the jeans i found were 'weathered' and looked fugly and i wouldnt be caught dead in them, if they werent fugly from weathering, they were fugly from the 80s fashion we seem to be currently stuck on. everywhere stocked the cheap polyester shit that i wont touch.
they best i found were at topshop, and they were no good as they were not big enought in the crotch, i.e. crotch to belly button they did not meet, not, i have a humongous crotch. if id have bent over in them at work, everyone would have seen everything. which i really dont want tbh. so im screwed. im off to leeds next sunday i think to look round the odd shop left i didnt manage to shop in and then im gonna give up and hack my hips and thighs off with a knife and get those topshop ones.
on top of work pants, i need new board shorts, sleepy shorts, bras, shoes, etc
and my hair wont keep its color. its too saturated. now im ginger. grr.
the house... its old and thus, its falling apart it has wrong with it:
- needs refelting and relaying of broken roof
- chimney stack needs taking down as is broken entire way down
- new velux in roof as double glazing is no longer working
- needs all new windows as are rotten
- new wiring thru-out (esp bad as sockets are in skirting boards=fire hazard)
- after new wiring will be redecorating, every room
- tree in garden needs taking down as is most likely damaging house
- the attic needs re-doing as it needs a firewall and more insulation
- the garage was called 'an abomination' by the surveyor and needs to come down. soon.
- when garage is down whole new drive will need laying and garden fixing
- new gates at bak as rusty and crap
- a mining survey needs doing and a local area survey (to see if we can have uPVC)
and on top of that, the boyf has to move out as the lady that owns his house has decided to sell it cos her hubby is in a home/hospital (unsure) and shes moving. shitsticks.
ive lost hours at work, im down 7.5 hours which is £45.45 (before tax) a week which is close to £200 (before tax) less a month, which sucks!
ive lost weight (i know this is not a bad thing) but nothing i own now fits barr about 15 items. one of which i bought new on saturday. this completely sucks. i had to buy a new skirt yesterday, i dont love it, but i got it for work, all because i went into about 40 shops yesterday, trying to find a pair or two of trousers for work, and i couldnt find fuck all. im totally serious. it was ridiculous. the shops are jammed with linen pants (would rip) and cropped trousers/jeans (yeah, im sort and curvy=would look ridic) all the jeans i found were 'weathered' and looked fugly and i wouldnt be caught dead in them, if they werent fugly from weathering, they were fugly from the 80s fashion we seem to be currently stuck on. everywhere stocked the cheap polyester shit that i wont touch.
they best i found were at topshop, and they were no good as they were not big enought in the crotch, i.e. crotch to belly button they did not meet, not, i have a humongous crotch. if id have bent over in them at work, everyone would have seen everything. which i really dont want tbh. so im screwed. im off to leeds next sunday i think to look round the odd shop left i didnt manage to shop in and then im gonna give up and hack my hips and thighs off with a knife and get those topshop ones.
on top of work pants, i need new board shorts, sleepy shorts, bras, shoes, etc
and my hair wont keep its color. its too saturated. now im ginger. grr.
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