Sandra B

you know i love her and my girl DayOldNews just posted about her from the 2010 Teen Choice awards so i just had to post them also, she looks amazing!










P.S i also love her J Brand leather pants!
i wish i was skinny!!!!!!!!
i want!!!!!!!!!!!!

i got stuck in my bra earlier. around my head.

i did. the boyf nearly wet himself laughing. i had a multiway on so it was crossed over my back and i coudlnt get the front hook undone and pulled up forgetting this and it got stuck around my head and i coudlnt get it off... in the end i had to take my shirt off and pull it over my head.

my period has finally kicked in after a 7 week delay. which was weird. i knew i wasnt pregnant (weirdly i just knew- but when i did the test to be sure it was neg). i would have loved to be pregnant, but i have no idea what the 3 week delay was tho. strange.

i need to connect my camera up to my computer and get a few photos up here. well, quite a few actually, ive been meaning to for a complete age. my shopping spree the other week? i took photos, and forgot. i might still put them all up. and wedding-y things also. i know Felicia, Georgi and James @ dayoldnews will like to see them!

tomorrow im off to a mall, tho i cant decide between Meadowhall or Trafford Centre! i need to return a sweater and pick up some save the date cards!

yay

for starters, my friend from dayoldnews has given me some wonderful wedding starting support/advice and im today off to buy some big card for moodboards so i can pin/stick all my loves to it, as i need to come up with some sort of theme...

yesterday i got a rocket up my ass following mondays cleaning and tidying, and when i got up (stupidly early if you ask me) at half eight (im on holiday grr) and started sorting the attic, which i have to say is now clear! theres Sylvainia in one corner, my art supplies in another, boardgames in a third and a few boxes of toys in a forth, but its clear! yay! first time since we've moved in, and i did all in the sliding storage cupboard up there too, as thats where most of the detritus went!

then, i started on the little room, which has wardrobes with all my clothes in, and up til now, stored all my shoes, boots and books and bags and all other kinds of flotsum and jetsam thats somehow worked its way in... anyway, i started on it, then lisa came over and helped me finish it (infact, she moved most of the stuff before i realised) so now all my books and, ahem, crap are in the room im still sleeping in due to the boyfs shoulder and his sudden horrific snoring... and all my shoes?? theyre lining the stairs to the attic, i have loads, im going to get rid of some... as i have (including sandals/boots etc) over 40 pairs. all my sandals are in drawers in my wardrobe, my boots are sat infront of them... just so many! and 85% i cant wear in this weather, which sucks... too cold damnit!

after that we went to my dentist, lisa signed up and i had my teeth cleaned, then talking to my hygenist, she said she'd just add us on herself this aft and jump the queue for us! whoop! so lisa and the boyf will soon have ace dentists!

then... lisa and i headed off shopping to THE TRAFFORD CENTRE, which rocks, and we did a 'bit' of shopping, i ate sushi first, then i bought a keyring, 4 amazing keepsake photo boxes, theyre like, a thick photoframe that you can pin things inside, like scraps of material, or like, a lock of hair, or a starfish or something, yknow, for holidays or babies or whatever, im well excited, and i got money off! then lisa bought a Denon stereo- well chuffed with that (i love my Denon stereo), she amusingly made the guy play Roots Radicals off my iPod really loud to try out a soundsystem! haha, he looked so uncomfortable!

i bought american magazines, a book on Canada (to go with my USA and New Zealand guides so we can choose a bloody honeymoon!) i bought 2 sweaters in French Connection (cos i dont have enough 'nice' clothes) and many many pairs of socks (6 in The Gap and i think 12 in Topshop) and i also got another 'nice' top in topshop and... in Selfridges at the Cath Kitson consession i got a new hangbag, which is green and spotty and marvelous and some earrings with butterflys on and some tote bags (as if i dont actually have enough), then i came home and had lemon marmalade on bread which is my fave snack atm... mmm

oooh, i didnt tell you did i? there was also candy floss, a bag of- from the popcorn vendor outside french connection... lisa and i fair devoured that... mmm

i can never come up with a title...

firstly, thankyou to day old news
and Felicia for your sweet, supportive and encouraging comments, you made me smile :)

secondly, its 9am and im in the lounge listening to FLorence & The Machine :)

thirdly, :( i spent 3.5 hours in A&E last night, to be told they didnt know what was wrong, i went in due to thinking id cracked a rib and i wanted an x-ray and its the weekend so i didnt want to disturb my GP, as he lives in bradford and i would have had to drive over there... so we went in, it was dead, i got seen within 15 mins, had a angiogram (clear), was left alone for 45 mins in a cubicle while the boy was out in the waiting room alone, then a useless doctor came in to see me, was more intersted in a book he'd bought at Waterstone's (where i work), i had a physical, bloods taken (ew ew ew i have a hole in my arm and i can STILL FEEL IT) was finally sent for an x-ray (was wheeled round in a chair- for health and saftey incase i collapsed apparently- yet had to walk back to the cubicle on my own...), even tho crap doctor was very intersted in the dry skin on my hands, got sent back from the cubical from xray, a nurse realised we'd appeared, was left alone again, the nice nurse that took my bloods came back with medication, made me sign for it, then after i requested, she went to find out why i was being given meds seeing as my bloods and x-rays werent back yet... i was told they were anti-inflamatorys, and i had to take them with food 3 times a day, i looked at the ingredients, they had lactose, in, so i went to the cubicle edge and told the doctor, we had the screen shut after that (i guess you have to stay in the bed) the doctor then told me i had to take them, i was like, er, no, im not being ill for weeks cos of them, he was like, er, well i cant give you anything else cos they all have codeine (itchy) in and i havent the knowledge to think of anything else (well he didnt say that) and he ran off (probably to consult his BNF)...
finally they came to tell us i could leave- at that point i had to ask what was wrong, the doctor said there was nothing broken, and nothing showed up on my x-ray, my heart was fine, my bloods were clear and i could leave and he'd send a nurse to take my tags off (they'd asked me my name and DOB no less than 25 times, so why they gave me a tag im clueless) so when the nurse came back we were like, well he said this, but he never said why i was in pain, do you know? so finally we got that they think ive pulled the muscles at the top of my right rib and my sternum probably from lifting something awkwardly when im packing up books to return to sender at work. and he said i should take ibriprofen and see if it goes away, any problems and i should see my GP.
the pain has not gone, or eased with anti-inflams for the record. pfft, bloody NHS.

right wedding. there is a wedding fayre in town today, and i want to go, but glyn wont come wwith me, i just want... inspiration! i had my heart set on a black of midnight blue dress, but ive tried on slate grey and ive tried on ivory (both gorgeous) ive been reinforced that i look horrid in white and pink and red (my complexion is annoying but theres no way im getting a fake tan, its not me, so why would i want a wedding photo that looks like someone else? i dont know about bouquets (but then what would i do with my hands?) so maybe some baby roses and sparkles...? i know i dont want an overly fussy dress, im supposed to be the attraction, right, not the dress, and they over decorated ones ive tried on looked shite, where the plainer ones were pretty. i got a brochure thru for a wedding venue in the post (im ignoring the ones sending me e-brochures- really, what is the point, i want to look thru, not click next onto another photo), ive already asked my cousin and his wife if their son Arturo can be our ring bearer (hes SO CUTE!), Cerys and BF are to be my mini bridesmaids, but im not having any big bridesmaids so that could all go tits up as i dont think 2 children under 5 can stand all serene infront of a room full of people... i need a wedding planner...