today

all i want to do is cry.

my assistant manageress has been a nightmare

it was kristiana's last day

i ache

ive had a splitting headache

and the boyf was in a horrific mood at work and snapped at me more than once, so i snapped back.

and i dont want anyone to talk i just want to ignore the world

and to go to argento's steakhouse

i am so crap at remembering to blog, i am sorry! nothing much to report. infact im not sure theres anything to report...


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i got a new swimsuit. we're of to centreparcs in september and i plan on going on the waterslides and such. i have never ever been on one before. i am shitting bricks!
also there i shall be doing archery!!! and G will teach me to ride a bike all over again (the last time i was on one was 17 or more years ago, and saying it ended in tears is an understatement. we have a photoshoot booked (corny i know but i want to see what they can do) i have a spa session booked also (to give G some time to himself to read or whathaveyou. so yeh. i have a spotty coral swimsuit :)


i framed loads of pictures and cards and such and hung them on walls and placed them on mantles and such, and the house now looks more home-like, which makes me more relaxed and for some reason, it doesnt look as cluttered now theres stuff everywhere, the clutter blends in... haha :D


i also cant get both my adult bridesmaids in the same place at the same time. and i also might have found THE wedding shoes. theyre purple and G and felicia dont like them and im wondering if theyre too low, but cos i got them at schuh they have a 365 day returns policy and i get married in 11 months so im all good or taking them back if i find others more suited, even if i leave it til after im married!

i went shopping the other day, i bought loooooads of stuff, but, in my defence, some were clothes for centreparcs, some were xmas presents (i am ORGANIZED!) and some were a leaving present for Kristiana Marie, who i shall miss like an arm. some were also little things for me... in my defence, one was a useful diary (cos i dont like my hugely expensive filofax) and some were notepads for work.

that is all. i suck. kthnxbye!




p.s. i have almost fully sorted my study!
p.p.s the living room is PERFECT
p.p.p.s i appear to be getting fatter
p.p.p.p.s glyn has my car cos his has broken (AGAIN!) and it is PISSING it down outside, it is horrific.

yay

i got a gorgeous bouquet of flowers of the boyf sent to work today :)
sex this morning (tmi maybe? :P)
to play with my dogs
and the area manager came to work and loved Kristiana's section (kids) and mine (travel, religion, philosophy and MBS- mind body and spirit) she thought they were kept at a high standard, well presented, tidy, looked after, she was please i knew my figures, that my shelf offers had done really well (some of the best in the entire store last month) and she was happy i knew my stock and customers. she also liked my honesty, i admitted i was new to using Product Group reports but found them interesting and she was happy i was prepared and passionate. so really really positive and we had a good chat about travelling and Glee...

the only low points of my day were my pounding head and the fact i didnt get any banana liqueur when i went shopping the other day as it means i cant make a bahama mama!

tomorrow i shall be going to specsavers to tell them theyre useless wankers and to get money back off them. to physio for brenden to see my back, to my farm so glyn can buy a pie and we can buy something for tea! to holmfirth to see my pottery clock which is exhibited at the local tourist information office there and to look for a sweet shop and to buy some creamed tofu and palm oil 'butter' from the health food shop

hopefully my hall will loose some of its horrid brown, untouched ikea boxes containing furntire. we NEED to finish painting my room so we can put up the shelves in there and finally get the rest of my desk put together. tho tomorrow we might just maybe manager the set of drawers for our bedroom (chorus of hallelujahs please)

mum and dad have said theyre coming over next weekend, i need dads strimmer for the garden and he wont let me put up the 2 mirrors we have. when all of this is up i think it will actually be done. we shall be finished. finally.

except for the little bit of painting left to do for the bedroom and the ensuite... and the fact i want all the bathrooms carpeting cos im sick of almost breaking my neck whenever i want to wash myself... which is at least once a day, sometimes twice...

i also sponsered my boss £5 in her race for life on sunday, only i dont know if she will know its from me cos i only put 'sarah' on and im sure she knows many. hmm. should i mention it or no? will she figure it out? we shall have to see!

ooh i got a PJ Tracy book today! yay! their 5th has FINALLY been released, its only been 2(+) years! i also bought the boft some boring book on the renaissence to do with his doctorate. *yawns* right, im off to bed now after i put my next load of washing in! york on sunday with izzy and georgi! yay!

:(

i picked my bridesmaids in my head, i know who i want.

only last night the first one i asked, turned my down :(
Kristiana said she was never even a BM for her sisters and it was nothing against me, she just couldnt do it :(

i havent seen my second yet, ive yet to see her.

You've Got Mail and other things...

im watching it right now, its nearly over, but i still love it, i still hate Meg Ryan (tho her daughter, Daisy ROCKS), but i pretend shes not here. tho i do love how she hops around her apartment at the beginning, how its all about fall when the movie starts, the bouquets of sharpened pencils, the books, pumpkins, books, New York. aol. DIAL UP!!! do you remember dial up?


i wish instead of working for my very own 'Fox Books', i wish i could work for a quaint little book store like 'the shop around the corner' that would be lovely. i wonder if thats whats Ottakar's was like, back in the day? i will ask the boyf.


I got my hair cut, i left the salon Saturday looking great, washed it monday and it looks shite. really. i dont know how i cant blow out my own hair. i suck.


i start pottery next monday. 8 days. im very excited. very scared. Kris has told me she will meet me at the door. so hopefully, i wont die of scaredness...


ive had an immensely mental past couple of weeks. i had a day out in bretton with the boyf. then a day out in bingley, work has been quite hellish. i decided to take down all my stuff from the top of my wardrobes, so thats like, hmm, a hundred books or more, and about 30 boxes, all my high school, college and random art work. and a mental amount of dust. ugh. its disgusting. my room is covered in boxes. COVERED. i cant move, and for some reason, my mind is dead and i keep adding shoes and clothes to the mess! i have a day off tomorrow/today (sunday) so i might have to sort it all out, im still trying to throw things away! i need help! i need someone to do to me what i can do to everyone else in my situation. i also need to wrap CareBears birthday present, that has created its own little pile by the door.


Speaking of Carebear, her new babysomething will be born on the 25th of this month. i know that the odds of it being a girl are as much as they are a boy, and that mostly we all secretly want a boy (as long as its healthy we dont give a damn really) but, to family tradition, we've all accepted now that its going to be a girl. same as i will have girls with the boyf and Sally will have when she gets pregnant again. its just the way it goes.


bonus, i found a bag of halloween stuff up there. from last year, i think i took it down when i put my xmas stuff up, the first week of december...! i have also bought more stuff in tk maxx... i cant wait to have a house to put it all in...


its now dawning on the boyf just how much i love hallowe'en


ive fallen out of lust with twitter. but into lust with some new games on facebook... im halfway thru season 6 of star trek TNG, DS9 will be next, but i cant afford it, after work cutting down my hours, and then always forgetting to pay my overtime, im very, very short on money. everything ive had this month has gone on books and food. again.


ooh speaking of boooooks... ive read 3 Janet Evanovich books now! Naughty Neighbor, Manhunt and Foul Play, and last night, ordered the first 6 in her Stephanie Plum series and another romance she co-wrote, so Hot Stuff off abebooks.co.uk (the co written one) Hot Stuff, One for the money, Two for the dough, Three to get deadly, Four to score, High five, and Hot six (i know these all off by heart now) are on their way for £2.50 a piece, all in the same style as the ones i just read, by style i mean, they will go when theyre sat on a bookshelf together, theyre all published by the same house, and they will probably be the same size from the original price. aaaaand theyre in the orginal cover. theyve done three or 4 other covers since the ones ive ordered came out, so im very pleased. and theyre all unread.... yes im sad. i know i am. i need a headcheck. im a pill.