in my late teens and early twenties I thought I was really fat. and I was.

but I was no where near as fat as I am now.

I cant even get into the wedding dress I wore 25 months ago, or fasten the dress I wore when the boyf proposed 19 months before that. and its really weird, because I FEEL better now, I LOOK better now than I did then. i look like a different person now. not better. just different.