brain vomit for today...

ive just been to the doctors, when my mum rang to make the appointment for me, she told the receptionist that she thought it was piles, it wasnt. i had a feeling, due to being good at biology, that it was something to do with my coccyx, maybe i had bruised ti or broken it or something.
well i was partly correct, mum was fully wrong (no billberries up my bum!) there is something up with my coccyx. but it cant apparently be fixed. its sore and inflamed and i can take anti inflamatories and painkillers as i wish and i can also sit on a rubber ring. but it wont go away or stop. i have it for life... ive just been on google. apparenly i should get it removed according to one website. er. no thanks. the tailbone aids balance and i wouldnt be able to sit properly etc.

the boyf thinks having a coccyx issue is one up on piles, i would personally prefer piles, at least you can have them removed and be back to normal!




the boyf is ill. he has stomach flu (still going to work tho the bloody idiot!) and 10 people in his office are off with chicken pox and shingles, another 5 off with stomach flu (theres 3 of them left)

i told him he has to go home, now and quarantine. he said he cant. i said if he gets shingles and cant father my children im gonna sue the council for millions. i'll be fucking pissed if he gets ill. also pissed if I get ill. ive had chicken pox twice (yes, very irregular) and i would prefer not to have it again. or shingles thanks.




my hair is the color of setting blood (yummy LOL) and rather short (for me). with a fringe.




i cannot stop thinking of baby names. i really want a baby. i have the perfect girls name. i hope i have a girl first. its tv influenced. i hoe she doesnt hold it against me when i make her watch re-runs.




we cant even find a house. im sick of houses. looking at mould and other peoples mess. not having the money to afford the really nice ones, and the ones i want to see being taken off the market the day before i go to see them or enquire about them. im jinxed!




new laptop has arrived, all singing, all dancing. boring. i havent had one in so long i cant remember what i used one for in the first place. ooh. games. i can upload games. thats what i can do. if it ever stops formatting....