Wednesday, 11 May 2016

All but one

Everyone else seems to be having babies.

Or another baby.

Or posting pictures of their children.

All but me. Us. And it's breaking me. It really is.

Every period is a stark reminder of the baby we lost and the lack of one growing again inside me. I never want another period again. Thoughts of a hysterectomy are not uncommon in my head.

If i managed to go a shift without a pregnant customer or at least 5 kids i would die of shock. And if i'm home i know i won't miss the woman ignoring her screaming newborn walking past everyday on her route.

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